I have had mixed emotions lately about my feelings and where things stand with this guy. MY OVERTHINKING BRAIN decided to tell me, hey this guy got tired of you, so he is just ignoring you. WRONG. When we think of guys saying they have just been too busy, we automatically think this and turns out, this one is busy but not in the sense we think. Sometimes when we want to grow in our businesses or careers or learning new knowledge that does take time away and I have to learn to not be selfish in wanting to see this man, like I have been accustomed too in the last month. Being understanding and patient with this man is something I honestly have no issue with after breaking down and being truly honest with him & myself.
I am going to put all this energy of "wanting to see him" into running & focusing on me, this blog & deciding what it is that I actually want for myself in my current career. We obvioiusly still talk and keep up with each other to make it seem like we are seeing each other when we cannot be in person. I just know when we do, it will be quite steamy. :P
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